How much do you REALLY want what you say you want?
Saying that you REALLY want something and then never making it happen, only serves to keep you stuck, disempowered and feeling badly about yourself.
It creates an awful lot of stress and negative self-talk, which spills over and impacts the whole of who you are. No bueno.
If you don't have it in you to do what it takes to make your dream happen, maybe it's not what your heart truly desires.
Set this old dream free and create a new one! One which makes your whole body tingle with excitement and anticipation! One that you simply cannot wait to get started on!